Well college life is nice, but a busy time. My first year at college was a great time, but I found that the college I was at was not for me. So, I am now at my hometown university. Currently I am a part time student, but have been accepted for full time status next semester. I can not wait.

When I started college in the fall of 2008, I thought I would major in sociology. Nice and interesting to learn, but not for me. I am now majoring in psychology. It will be interesting. I loved learning about it in General Psych. last spring and am very interested in how it can be applied to everyday life.

With a degree in psychology, I am planning on going to graduate school in order to get a masters in forensic psychology. Forensic Psychology, is the unbiased look at crimes and the how and why of them. This is what is usually known as a profiler.

College life is interesting, but lonely as a part time student. this is because at the university I am attending I am only allowed to take two classes as a part time student. Oh well, at least I will probably be able to make friends next semester. Now if only I could figure out how to start the 3 page review of the film Shadow of the Vampire that I have to write by November fourth. That is going to be interesting to write.

I am going as a glamorous vampire. My costume consists of a spider ring, a cross choker, the teeth, and a semi-formal royal blue dress w/ silver heels. Wont be wearing the heels for long though as I am hosting a party where we are going to be playing dance dance revolution for wii as well as several other wii games the whole time. maybe I'll where my silver flats instead.

I FUCKIN' HATE THE INTERNATIONAL BACCALAUREATE!!!!!!!! I studied my ass of for those fuckin' tests and what happens? I fail all but two of them. FUCK is all I can say right now. I even failed biology, one of my favorite classes. I studied my ass off for that, and I felt that my brain was about to burst from the information I had to memorize. I even worked extra hard on my Extended Essay, and what happens I get an Elementary on it. The lowest grade you can get. WHY the FUCK does this shit happen to me?????????????? Somebody tell me, PLEASE!!!!!!!!!! Oh yeah. I even failed English, one of my best classes.

In other news I have a month and a half until I move into my college dorm. I am looking forward to that. I guess that in college I am going to have to study harder.

 well, christmas break is three weeks away at least. I have finished one big research paper in history, with a small one due this next week, and then a big one due two weeks after. and then that same week I have a that big research paper due in history I have a research project due in math. And then I have all of my college apps due within a week, with one due this next saurday. With Academic Decathalon on top of all of that. At least next semester is all studying for these big huge tests that will take up two weeks of my time in may. I will absolutely hate these tests as i will have to remember pretty much everything from this year and last year. At times like this I wish I wasn't doing the International Baccalaureate. Makes me want to scream at all that I have to do and the small amount of time I have to get it done in.

I can connect with either Hermione Granger,  or Elizabeth Bennett the most as they both love to read and learn as do I. They also argue with a lot of other people, going onto the defense immediately if their sensibilities are threatened. I am also like that a lot of the time. If I could be in either of their shoes, I would do so in a second with no hesitation, because I want to find out what it is like to be them.

 So much to do, so little time. I have a feeling that saying really applies to my life at this time. College apps, scholarship apps, history papers, biology labs and tests, math report, french report, dance performance.

Well at least it is almost thanksgiving break. I am so glad that I am almost done with one big research paper. I am also extremely glad that I just found out that I got in to my first choice college!!!!! Yippeee. At least I have a college to go to if I don't get intoany of the other ones that I want to go to.

I would still be human, but from a different country, probably Japan. I love japanese culture, and would love to learn the language at some point in my life. I also love other cultures, so that is another thing about me that would allow me to be reincarnated as a person from Japan.

School is getting to be a real pain in the ass. I have a huge research paper due in history on tuesday, and on top of that a question on Argentina between 1900 and 1943 due monday. In french I have a report on a french musician due monday, and a missing assignment. In Biology I have a lab, and a test to do by tuesday. then in math i have another report due before christmas break, along with another huge research paper in history due by christmas break. Not to mention that I have college applications due by december 3rd. And scholarship apps due by the end of december. AAAAARRRRRGGGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!! All this stress, and nothing to do to get rid of it. Not to mention that I have another paper due by the 26th of november in history. ;;==*BANG* (Xp). JK. I wouldnt really do that. It is just how I feel right now.